Ya! Aku mampu ... aku mampu menerima kenyataan ini ... Aku mampu, benar-benar lagu yang "pas" untuk segala kegundahan yang menerpaku bertubi-tubi  ... takkan kusesali namun harus kuhadapi. With or without you. . .

Ku ikrarkan hati untuk maju melangkah pergi
Menerobos dinding-dinding gelap ini
Tak ku pertanyakan lagi seperti waktu itu
Pernah ku terjebak tanpa satu teman menemaniku
    
Ketika (selagi) aku tenggelam dalam kesunyian ini
ku coba mendamaikan hatiku
Sepatutnya aku mampu melaluinya
Menjejakkan kakiku meretaskan jiwa
(Melangkahkan kakiku menuju cahaya)
    
Tegaskan diriku untuk melewatkan hari
Dengan keyakinan hati aku kumiliki
Biar, aku ikhlaskan peluhku basahi jiwaku
Sirami hatiku… aku akan tetap terus melangkah

Special request from my lovely friend's :

Lay beside me, tell me what they've done
speak the words I wanna hear to make my demons run
the door is locked now, but it's open if you're true
if you can understand the me then I can understand the you

Lay beside me, under wicked sky
through black of day, dark of night, we share this paralyze
the door crack's open, but there's no sun shining through
black heart scarring darker still, but there's no sun shining through
no there's no sun shining through
no there's no sun shining

refrain:
what I've felt, what I've known
turn the pages, turn the stone
behind the door, should I open it for you
yeah, what I've felt , what I've known
so sick and tired I stand alone
could you be there, cause I'm the one who waits for you
or are you unforgiven, too

come lay beside me, this won't hurt, I swear
she loves me not, she loves me still, but she'll never love again
she lay beside me, but she'll be there when I'm gone
black heart scarring darker still, yes she'll be there when I'm gone
yes she'll be there when I'm gone
dead sure she'll be there

refrain:
what I've felt, what I've known
turn the pages, turn the stone
behind the door, should I open it for you
yeah, what I've felt , what I've known
so sick and tired I stand alone
could you be there, cause I'm the one who waits for you
or are you unforgiven, too

lay beside me, tell me what I've done
the door is closed, so are your eyes
but now I see the sun, now I see the sun
yes now I see it

what I've felt, what I've known
turn the pages, turn the stone
behind the door, should I open it for you
yeah, what I've felt , what I've known
so sick and tired I stand alone
could you be there, cause I'm the one who waits, the one who waits for you

oh, what I've felt, what I've known
turn the pages, turn the stone
behind the door, should I open it for you (so I dub the unforgiven)
oh, what I've felt ,ooh what I've known
I take this key, (never me)
and I bury it in you (never free)
because you're unforgiven, too
never free
never me
cause you're unforgiven, too
ooohh

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye

And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated

[Chorus]
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isolated, so motivated
I am certain now that

[Chorus]

So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away [3x]
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away [4x]

[Chorus]

Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...

Tolong aku sahabatku
Dengarkan jerit hatiku
Tentang dia tentang dia
Masih selalu tentang dia

Ajak aku bersamamu
Kemanapun engkau mau
Tenangkan aku tenangkan aku
sabarlah tenangkan aku

dia pernah membuatku merasa sempurna
hingga aku pun menjanjikan selamanya
Namun ternyata mimpi yang dia punya
berbeda berbeda..

Aku takkan bisa
hidup tanpa dia
dia yang membuat
aku bahagia
Tolong aku untuk
melupakan dia
sungguh hanya itu
yang aku minta

ingin ku terbang jauh…
mengejarmu kelangit biru…
karena aku tak sanggup berdiri…
tanpa kamu
disampingku…
kau dimana…

Reff :
aku tak sanggup bila sendiri…
tanpa dirimu disisiku…
cepatlah pulang…
aku menunggumu…

ingin ku pergi saja …
dari sini mencarimu…
karena aku membutuhkanmu…
bantu aku tuk melangkah…
kau dimana…

Back to Reff

tidakkah kau tahu…
diriku tenggelam dalam…
cintamu kasihmu…
ku ingin kau cepatlah pulang…

Back to Reff

disini… sendiri… tanpamu…

Again ...
Lagu ini, so inspired me
Great songs ...

"Only One" - Yellowcard

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

u can downloaded the songs : here

Yes you're beautiful,dear...
Enak bener deh dengerin nih lagu pagi-pagi...
Habis sms-an nemenin gue tadi malem nonton bola ...
Thanks yah ... that's mean a lot for, me
Tapi, sayang dia udah ketiduran di babak kedua Italy-Ghana

"You're Beautiful"

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Flying high, [ - video/radio edited version]
Fucking high, [ - CD version]
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.


yang blum punya, dan ingin download kesini aja : KLIK DISINI

setelah kupahami
ku bukan yang terbaik
yang ada di hatimu

tak dapat kusangsikan
ternyata dirinyalah
yang mengerti kamu
bukanlah diriku

kini maafkanlah aku
bila ku menjadi bisu
kepada dirimu

bukan santunku terbungkam
hanya hatiku berbatas
tuk mengerti kamu
maafkanlah aku

reff:
walau kumasih mencintaimu
kuharus meninggalkanmu
kuharus melupakanmu
meski hatiku menyayangimu
nurani membutuhkanmu
kuharus merelakanmu

dan hanyalah dirimu
yang mampu memahamiku
yang dapat mengerti aku

ternyata dirinyalah
yang sanggup menyanjungmu
yang lama menyentuhmu
bukanlah diriku

kembali reff

Ugh, lagi suka lagu ini nih... Mungkin buat sebagian udah basi ... Tapi, sumpah enak bangetttt ... *kalo mau lagu ini bisa request ke gw, and gw kirim ke email lo* hehehehehe ...
 
Lyrics verse 1
[malique]
check have you ever met a girl
that you thought was perfect
you waited for her years
coz you know she's worth it
here's a lil story bout this girl i knew
since wayback in preskool
sometimes in 82'
she had em' two pony tail and a front tooth missing
with freckles on her cheeks cause her moms caucasian.
up on the tree house is where we chilled together
with carvings on the trunks saying friends for eva
she the type who laugh when they normally cried
and when they busy playin' house
we playin' bonnie and clyde
in grade skool every body knew we partners in crime
we usta bully kids in playground like all the time
we always seen holdin' hands to the principals office
the naughtiest in town and could no other kids stop us
in highskool she swithched her desk next to mine
so we could cheat while doing pop quizzes all the time
14th of february '93
little jenny said she had a big suprise for me
gave me the very first kiss and plus a ring and a card
and said i love you
so i gave her the rest of my heart
couple weeks later called her house at 10
the mama said i thought you suppose to be with jen
i quickly rushed to her crib
she just got out of a van
i'm like yo who was dat? oh he's just a friend

(chorus)
you,you got what i need
but you said he's just a friend
but you said he's just a friend

verse 2
[malique]
so i took jenny's word for at this time
i thought just havin' a friend couldn't be no crime
coz even i had friends and baby thats for sure
just like watson, hailee, baby tash and joe
so we never talk 'bout the late snack with van man
we rather talk about the future we had planned
and what to name our kids al-tarique or syamar
ayeesha or tisha for a girl and
maybe even bring our kids to the little tree house that we chilled at
but then in '94 i couldn't help it to feel sad
jenny had to leave me to go get a little knowledge
100 miles away in this place they call college
first coupla months it was cool
but then it had changed yo
she never called and really acted like a strange ho
one day i called, it was picked up by a man
i called again she picked it up and said
hey thats just a friend

bridge
[V.E]
You know, I know what you have been up to
I know you know what you have been up to

This guy in her study group's the one who picked up the call
Helpin' her in chemistry wit cycloxeanol
I got curious and asked who else in ya team ?
She said Ali, Hassan, Noreen and Kareem
The next day I thought of givin' her a little surprise
But when in front of Jenny's dorm I couldn't believe my eyes
I saw the same ugly van i saw in '93
I found her room but guess what a brother had to see ?
A fella half naked wit' my gurl on the couch
And baby Jenny moaning, uggh uggh aggh and ouch
So please listen to the message that I sing
Don't ever talk to gurl who says she just has a friend

(repeat chorus)

verse 3
[Joe Flizzow]
A lil' casanova pimp, man I had my flings
Hoodrats to goodie hoodies I was lil' playa flings
I'll tell ya when my final year in '96
This hunny new in skool joined my class she really sic
She made her pinafore look like a dress from Rodeo,
And clean white shoes lookin' Ferra than Gamo's
And white blouse seemed whiter than everybody else's
Just like them ads on tv man this hunny was the nicest
I had to step to up my game I told her my name
She said her name was Wanda I found out
Thatt we lived in the same street she moved 5 block down
And after 3 dates and 6 banana splits I had it locked down
We was tight but had this lil' problem though
coz Wanda always acted funny when wit Mary Joe
But when I caught 'em kissin it wasn't funny no more
Baby smiled and just said she just a friend yo...

(repeat chorus)

Tiada guna kau kembali

Mengisi ruang hati ini

Semuanya telah berlalu

Bersama lukaku

Semua yang telah berlalu

Antara hatiku dan hatimu

Takkan ada cinta

Seperti yang dulu

Tiada guna kau berjanji

Untuk setia menemani

Hatiku yang telah terluka

Karena dustamu

Semua yang telah berakhir

Antara diriku dan dirimu

Takkan ada yang rindu

Seperti Yang dulu

Mungkin aku pernah juga 
merasakan cinta..
Tapi tak pernah .. 
seindah ini

Mungkin aku juga pernah 
merasakan rindu
Tapi tak pernah .. 
sedalam ini

Mungkin kamu takkan pernah percaya ..
Bahwa sesungguhnya .. 
aku telah terjatuh….

Reff: 
KUAKUI AKU TELAH LARUT
LARUT KE DALAM .. KAMU .. 
YANG KU CINTAI….

Tetes airmata ku tak tertahan lagi

Jadi hidup telah memilih

Menurunkan aku ke bumi

Hari berganti dan berganti

Aku diam tak memahami

 

Mengapa hidup begitu sepi

Apakah hidup seperti ini

Mengapa ku selalu sendiri

Apakah hidupku tak berarti

 

Coba bertanya pada manusia

Tak ada jawabnya

Aku bertanya pada langit tua

Langit tak mendengar

Aku yang lemah tanpamu

Aku yang rentan karena

Cinta yang tlah hilang darimu

Yang mampu menyanjungku

 

Selama mata terbuka

Sampai jantung tak berdetak

Selama itu pun

Aku mampu tuk mengenangmu

 

Darimu...

Kutemukan hidupku

Bagiku...

Kau lah cinta sejati

 

Ooh...

 

Bila yang tertulis untukku

Adalah yang terbaik untukmu

Kan kujadikan kau kenangan

Yang terindah dalam hidupku

Namun takkan mudah bagiku

Meninggalkan jejak hidupku

Yang tlah terukir abadi

Sebagai kenangan yang terindah

 

Ooh...

Aku yang tak pernah bisa lupakan dirinya

Yang kini hadir diantara kita

Namun ku juga takkan bisa menepis bayangmu

Yang slama ini temani hidupku

 

Maafkan aku menduakan cintamu

Berat rasa hatiku tinggalkan dirinya

Dan demi waktu yang bergulir di sampingmu

Maafkanlah diriku sepenuh hatimu

Seandainya bila ku bisa memilih

 

Kalau saja waktu itu ku tak jumpa dirinya

Mungkin semua tak kan seperti ini

Dirimu dan dirinya kini ada di hatiku

Membawa aku dalam kehancuran

 

Andai kau ijinkan
Walau sekejap memandang
Kubuktikan kepadamu
Aku meiliki rasa

Cinta yang kupendam
Tak sempat aku nyatakan
Karena kau telah memilih
Menutup pintu hatimu

Ijinkan aku membuktikan
Inilah kesungguhan rasa
Ijinkan aku menyayangimu

Sayangku oh
Dengarkanlah isi hatiku
Cintaku oh
Dengarkanlah isi hatiku

Bila cinta tak mungkin menyatukan kita
Bila kita tak mungkin bersama
Aku tetap menyayangimu
Aku sayang padamu